Saturday, July 3rd, 2004
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8:02 am - .seems to last for ages
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Thursday, April 29th, 2004
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9:26 am - .so what have i been telling myself
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Apathy
The rain falls steadily against my windows.
I sit in silence in my chair
calmly playing with my hair.
The phone has not screamed for days.
Dust has collected on my doorstep.
Things have changed since the last time you came to call on me.
(since anyone has come to call on me)
The embers have died in my heart the fireplace.
Remember when you whispered "forever"?
I do.
The stubble on your chin rubbed against my cheek and I laughed.
My smiles came easier then.
You were around more often then.
Did you know I miss missed you?
Now I can't bring myself to care.
Sitting here, playing with my hair.
current mood:  calm
current music: Vague // Orgy
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Monday, March 29th, 2004
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5:31 pm - .time alone will tell
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Title: #68
Author: Ashley
Summary: No plot that I can detect, no solid story line. Amber called it graphic, and I'm just like whateva.
Pairing: Jay/Billy. Well, it can be anyone, but I picture it as Billy.
Status: Verrrrry short standalone.
( He likes to watch. I like to sketch. )
current mood:  artistic
current music: After Tonight // Mariah Carey
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Saturday, February 7th, 2004
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7:56 am - .but i'm gonna keep your jeans and your old black hat 'cause i wanna
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Title: I Touch Myself
Author: Me, Asley!
Summary: Basically what it sounds like. Chester happens to view Mike touchin' himself. Then gets in on the action. It's mindless smut, a new one from me.
Rating: NC-17
Dedication: To mah beautiful soulmate, who probably inspired this fic without even knowing it. <333333333333333333
~*~
( I don't need anybody else... )
current mood: amused
current music: So Yesterday // Hilary Duff
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Sunday, January 11th, 2004
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5:51 pm - .its haunting how i cant seem to find myself again
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Title: A Tale of the Sea
Author: Ashlena
Summary: Jack Sparrow / Will Turner slash. Basically just Jack killing some time while on the route to Tortuga. Savvy?
Rating: R
Status: WIP
Dedication: To Mrs. Denise Huntley. You always were the one to smother my ideas and dreams.
( Indulge.... )
current mood:  blah
current music: Krwling // Linkin Park
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Saturday, December 20th, 2003
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10:37 am - .she had the heart of a liar
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Title: Freudian Slip
Author: Ashley
Summary: It's amazing how that one little word can turn things around...
Fandom: Linkin Park
Disclaimer: I am Mike Shinoda, and Chester belongs to me. It's written in stone somewhere.
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst, as usual.
( Read more... )
current mood:  cold
current music: Hold On // Dashboard Confessional
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Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
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9:41 pm - .traces of the rain pervade this
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Title: Getting to Know You
Author: Ashley
Summary: He's dragged to a concert against his will only to lay eyes upon the most beautiful creature he's ever seen...
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Billy Martin/Jack Zimmerman
Author's Note: I <3 Good Charlotte. They (particularly the twins) are bad mouthed a bit in here, but that's only 'cause Jack hates them. No bashing, please. ^.^ And I hope the smut part turns out okay... I don't really have much experience writing it. (Chloroform was a fluke!)
Dedication: This was written for the lovely Jenn -- a gift of sorts, if you will. Enjoy, sweetie, and sorry I was such an arse for taking so long. >.<
( Read more... )
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Crawling Demo // Linkin Park
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Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003
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12:28 pm - .you epitome of perfection
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More snow-inspired writing. It's not fanfiction, exactly. No slash, no het, just kinda... poetic. Make of it what you will.
Title: Tigress
Author: Ashlena
Summary: Short piece written off the top of my head. Inspired by the snow and its prettiness.
Rating: Meh. It's kinda dark.
( Tigress )
current mood:  thoughtful
current music: Time Stands Still -->> The All-American Rejects
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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
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8:47 pm - .maybe im just out of my mind
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Title: Snowfall
Author: Ashley
Summary: Mike/Chester fluff. A/U kinda.
Rating: PG
Pimp of the Moment: "Club Void" by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) darkduchess... I seem to be pimping her a lot lately.
Author's Note: I hope you guys appreciate this, for the first time I tried drafting it, my fucking bitch of an Algebra teacher took it up! Needless to say, I've learned my lesson. Literally. >.<
******
( And It Snowed... )
current mood: amused
current music: I'm With You -->> Avril Lavigne
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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
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3:29 pm - .i'm gonna shake up the system
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Perception.
Twin snakes drift into the dark sky.
He sighs, takes anohter drag.
Life used to be so simple.
His dark eyes read the stars
looking for an answer.
The small ember burns ever brightly.
He inhales, feels it in his cavaties
Filling him.
The stars are not forthcoming.
A call is heard from within.
Another sigh, a promise to be right there.
One last time and it's gone.
He watches as the gray shadows float away,
then turns and goes inside,
Crushing the cylinder beneath his soul.
current mood: artistic
current music: Die Another Day // Madonna
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Saturday, November 1st, 2003
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6:56 pm - .but for now i'll look so longingly
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Look at me, back in my forte -- good 'ole Mike/Chester angst.
Title: Letting Go
Author: Yours truly
Summary: Sometimes the best thing you can do for someone is to let him go...
( Letting Go )
current mood:  awake
current music: For You to Notice | Dashboard Confessional
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Tuesday, October 28th, 2003
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6:47 pm - .so much pain
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Title: Looking Back
Author: Ashley Hays
Summary: Non-fiction account of my appendectomy (10-27-03) and the events prior and after the surgery.
Rating: Not rated
( Looking Back : My First Stay at the Hospital )
current mood: sore/sick/tired/cold/shitty
current music: In Time | Grey Daze
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Saturday, October 25th, 2003
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8:42 am - .or if you like coffee in the evenings
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Title: Untitled
Author: Ashley
Fandom: Dashboard Confessional
Category: Really short standalone
Summary: He was as "emo" as the rest of them; fame and fortune couldn't change that.
( Read more... )
current mood: awake
current music: So Impossible | Dashboard Confessional
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Thursday, October 9th, 2003
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7:41 pm
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Ambrosia
Wine spills over the golden goblet
Oh, how exotic
You taste of pleasures unforeseen
Cleansing the spirit with your whole being
Swallow down every drop
Heaven lingers on my lips
Drunk and dizzy from your kiss
What do you see here?
Only me
Writhing
Pleading
Just one more taste?
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Sunday, September 21st, 2003
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7:15 pm - .i'd grieve the special dirty things that we used to talk about
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Title: System
Author: Me (Ashley)
Summary: Vampire eroticism. Feel the pull?
Rating: R
Author's Notes: Okay, upon reading fyrmaiden's vamp!Chaz fic, I decided to delve once again into the vampiric world, hoping to create something better than Bloodlust. And the title isn't very original, true, but when you listen to that song, don't you think about vampires? But that, of course, would have absolutely nothing to do with the fact that it's on the Queen of the Damned soundtrack, now would it? >.< Mike/Chaz, with just a touch of het. Well, okay, more than a touch.
( Feel the blood run inside... )
current mood:  irritated
current music: Stitches | Orgy
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Friday, September 12th, 2003
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9:55 pm - .from the queen of england to the hounds of hell
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Title: Bloodlust
Author: Me (Ashley)
Rating: R
Summary: What happens when you get a Buffy obsessee and an LP obsessee? Vamp!Chaz, that's what!
Pairing: Mike/Chaz
Dedication: I dedicate this to two people. First is conzie, who wrote the only vamp!Chaz fic that I am aware of. You rock, girl! \m/ Secondly is my Licia, magickitty28 -- even though I'm pretty sure she won't read this due to the fact that it's slash, she was one of the few people whom I could gush about Buffy to. Luv you, muah.
Author's Note: This is drabble. Meaning, I wrote it in the time span of about 5 minutes and wasn't really paying attention to what came out. Pure not-too-terribly-graphic smut, but smut none the less. Oh, and I promise this has nothing to do with Buffy the Vampire Slayer, for those of you who might have been worried.
( Bloodlust )
current mood: accomplished
current music: Seven Nation Army | The White Stripes
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Sunday, September 7th, 2003
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6:05 pm - .so god bless you all
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And here's entry number three for the contest. I now have 3 out of x amount chances at winning. Man, I hate algebra. >.<
Décembre
Purer than snow is your heart.
I can see past your scars
At who you truly are.
One who will not deceive,
But one who will lead
Me to a place where my desires come true.
I'll follow you
Because where else do I have left to turn?
It's so hard to learn
what's expected of you.
What's left to lose?
Wholly, I trust
I'll do as I must
If it means that I
Will be by your side.
Because when snow falls down outside
I'm reminded of your shining light.
current mood: accomplished
current music: Minerva | Deftones
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Saturday, September 6th, 2003
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4:18 pm - .ya-oh
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Okay, here's a poem that I'm thinking about submitting for this contest we're having. Do you think it could win me $25?
Carousel
When the world fades away, I'm lost.
Blind and tumbling in a foreign abyss
This ignorance is bliss.
Forever gone from reality
Ages to go until I dream
Of lands far away
These thoughts, they all stream
Inside my of head full of weary distress
I've tried to go back but cannot process
All the screaming.
So instead I lie dreaming
Wishing and waiting
'Cause facing this world is too complicating.
current mood: accomplished
current music: Mario Party
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Thursday, September 4th, 2003
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4:22 pm - .you're still with me in my dreams
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Title Rumination
Author: Ashlena
Summary: Second-person reflection on one's actions.
Rating: PG-16
A/N: More mindless drabble, spewed forth from my demented, sick mind. Yes, this was written with someone in mind. Shouldn't be too hard to figure out, really.
( Rumination )
current mood: aggravated
current music: Here Without You | Three Doors Down
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Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003
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5:12 pm - .i can taste it in your tears
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Title: Confidance
Author: Ashlena
Summary: Written in response to razorbladegirl's request made in ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) request_a_fic Billy/Rob. Billy and Rob argue over which is better in a band -- guitarists, or drummers?
Rating: PG-13
( Discussion )
current mood:  anxious
current music: My Last Breath | Evanescence
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sleepy